All Grown Up!!

With my first year of college down the sense of mature(ish) life is dawning. A lot of new cards are being drawn from the pack for others - Marraige, travel and LIFE but I want to keep the cards I have.

I have gotten through alot in the last 19 years of my life - life, death and self harm and I have always found my strength from God and espically in the last 3 years I have gotten to know God's touch, which I believe is only a small bit, it is time to learn more of God's message and more of its meaning to my new Life as I grow.

There is so much that I want to do and seeing if the cards come out right is what I want to know but the reality of that is slim. I have trust as always in God but even a gblimpse would be great.